-夜静，心不静-

该宁静的是夜，
该平静的是心。

夜是寂静了，
心何以无法安静下来。

可思考的是脑，
可感受的是心。

脑里充斥交错着的，
有着自以往的回忆，
和那些未来的蓝图，
心里发酵酝酿着的，
是回忆的感叹遗憾，
和对未来的不确定。

留不住的是时间，
停不了的是增龄，
躲不开的是老逝。

可怕的不是年纪大了，
该怕的是时间渐渐短了，
却没有发现蹉跎着岁月了。

该伤心的不是改变不了的从前，
该害怕的不是肯定不了的明天，
该痛心的正是珍惜不了的今天。

常渴望着的是眼中看见的，
常忽略了的是握在手中的，
常遗忘掉的是藏在心里的。

千万个思绪在脑海中翻来覆去，
不同的情绪在心窝中微微扰动。

初老，都会如此吗？
初老，感性激素过了吗？

可，
无论是，
幼年，少年，青年，中年，老年，
都该发现留在身后的渐渐远了，
而可以走下去的却慢慢地短了，
该为了流逝的时光感叹，
该为了还能拥有的分秒，
大大的感动！

-Matt Cardle : Amazing-

Amazing- Matt Cardle

I had to look inside this fragile heart of mine,
To find exactly what it was you saw,
I had to put myself back in the firing line,
To take the shot that knocked me to the floor.

I was down, losing faith,
Oh I was lost in the crowd,
You brought me 'round.

How did you find me?
You came out of nowhere like lightening,
It's kind of amazing how you found me,
Through all the noise somehow.

I was pulling empty pales out of the wishing well,
Only holy water breaks the spell,
I had to pinch myself, 'cause I knew all too well,
The stairway to heaven always starts in hell.

I was down,
But somehow an angel heard my sound,
And brought me 'round.

How did you find me?
You came out of nowhere like lightening,
It's kind of amazing how you found me,
Through all the noise somehow.
Oh, and how did you see me?
Broke through the darkness,
And you reached me,
It's kind of amazing how you found me,
Through all the strangers somehow.

Faith and little patience for this heart of mine,
Though I would stay here waiting 'til the end of time.

How did you find me?
You came out of nowhere like lightening,
It's kind of amazing how you found me,
Through all the noise somehow.

Oh, how did you see me?
Broke through the darkness,
And you reached me,

It's kind of amazing how you found me,
Through all the strangers somehow,
Through all the strangers somehow, oh, somehow.

-If only you can-

We are human being and being a human, we have limited abilities. There are tons of things that we wish to do. We just don't have enough time, money and not even likely almost impossible to do some of these 'wish-listed' things.

I have a dream, a wish that unlikely able to achieve. I wish that I can see and feel this world. This is world is so huge and we are so tiny. We are living in our own world and most of us know little about the 'world' beyond ours. What I mean the 'world' is actually the society, state and country that we growth up and live at. I only know how Malaysian eat, work and play. Even in my own country, Malaysia. I know so little about the cultures in my own country.

If, it always only if I can, I wish that I can no worry about money. Then I can grab a simple backpack with a camera, notebook and my laptop to start my journey. A journey to travel around. Most of people said the same things, Life is short, Travel while you still can. Well, I couldn't agree more. But absolutely not exactly like how they meant. Majority of the people, I meant those I know here in Malaysia, they want to travel to major cities or hot-spots.  As for me, I want a trip that can experience inspire me to be better person.

Every country has its own core cultures. I will love to experience them. Life is more meaningful, for those people living in the bottom of the pyramid in the society instead of those in the top of the pyramid. I don't know much. However, in my opinion, people who live in the top of the pyramid of society have mutual common identities: they are rich, powerful, and smart. In the other hands, people in the bottom of the pyramid, be it middle class or lower class of the society. Their life are mostly surrounded by daily routines that consist of simple things: get enough money for food, shelter, daily goods and get a better life.

We are human. If we have too much of blessings, we lost count of them. But when we able to see the world from different perspective, we will be recalled of all the blessings that we have with us. So, If only I can not worry about money for sustain a living, I will happy to feel other countries' culture in a better way.

-Creative Commercials-

1. Coca-cola|Brotherly Love
Just like the title mentioned clear enough; This commercial is about brotherly love among two brothers. The elder brother always mess with his little brother. Apparently it will makes the audiences feel that the elder brother is not love his brother. Twisted plot when some other people bully his little brother, he shows up and protects his brother. The video end nicely with the elder brother passed back the Coca-Cola to his little brother. The most IMPORTANT attractive point is the elder brother is handsome!!!!



2. Coca-Cola| Hulk vs Ant-Man
Well. I guess the storyline is not so important. I see Hulk and Ant-man. I like them. I buy this commercial. Nice play!



3.Toyota Prius
The plot of this Toyota Prius commercial started with four robbers ran out from bank and saw their car got towed. Then they hijacked a Toyota Prius and ran from polices' capture. They have introduce all the special features along the long run from polices and because of the good car's functions. They survive from the long chase and eventually escape safely. The director added some funny scenes and really do make me feel replay again. I had watched many car commercials and this is the best of the year 2016....so far. 

-一吻定情-

泰国偶像剧往往带点小清新，浪漫洋溢。
女生热爱的故事，也难逃几个重点，
一个条件逊色的女主，
一个条件完美的男主，
一堆狗血的浪漫情节，
一库单处的干柴烈火，
一群不关事的配角们，
那么孤男寡女自然就爱的死去活来。

这是泰版的一吻定情，
剧名叫《Kiss Me》，
故事设定是男主十项全能，IQ200，富有，
就是典型高富帅，
性格比较孤僻。
而女主是蠢蠢加纯纯，
娇小可爱，
性格天真活泼。

这个版本和以往其他现有的不一样，
重点没变，但故事就大大不同。
男主的性格很鲜明，
爱也表现得很明显，
女主也幸运的没像原版那样弱智。

这部的每个人的爱情观诠释的不错，
男主，
深爱女主却因为该死的理智，
而中途选择一个全方位合适他的女孩拍拖，
但一直都无法开心，
现实中也不过如此，
我们往往用很多理智的分析，
去评估一段感情，
到最后就迷失了爱情真正的纯粹。

女主，
为了爱情而不断被男主伤害，
但她还是坚持努力下去，
又不放弃的勇往直前，
这大概是她最后胜利的原因吧！
感情就是这样吧，
想要的未必是伸手可得的，
很多时候需要一番耕耘，
是要为这段单恋制造机会，
灌溉真心来让它开花结果，
努力过得感情即使无法如意，
但至少可以提升能够相爱的机率。

男二，
由一直默默地爱着女主，
到表白被拒绝，
之后由在女主和男主分手后，
成功乘虚而入，
最终求婚被拒绝，
他是爱的最干净无私的。
但爱情是无法放在秤盘上拼比，
或拿上法庭去论公正的一样事儿，
失去一段感情，
不是因为你无能或逊色，
只是你不是那把可以打开她/他心锁的钥匙，
而属于你的解锁钥匙也还没出现而已。

在爱情面前，
任何人都哭过，
哭过只因为真的付出过感情，
一个人可以有很多段不同恋情，
但真正爱过的，
未必是所有曾经在一起对象，
曾经的‘他们’是陪你走过某段路的过客，
当你走到很远的未来时，
刻骨铭心的那些经历，
也许就只不过渐渐淡逝的回忆。

我从这个故事里看到几个不变道理，

爱情不是一个可以计算的方程式，
太多的理智不会让你更好过。

爱情不是长在原地的植物，
不是你默默地等就能可以有收成的；
爱情就好比捕鱼，
不是愿者上钓，
它是需要你看准时机，
毫不迟疑的下手捕牢，
失手了还要再接再厉，
直至你确定它游远了，
你没机会了，
那么才可放弃。

爱情有时像白天，
让你像那被它散发出阳光温暖着的向日葵，
可在明亮的天空下看起来明媚又艳光四射；
爱情有时像午晚，
只为让你像被黑夜默默掩饰着简陋外表的萤火虫，
可以在黯淡的环境里闪烁着淡淡荧光。

-K9, The most Kick-ass Dog-

I always fancy most Kick-Ass things. I love to watch American Ninja Warrior and most my friends don't even know what is it about. Recently, my latest "most-watched" videos on YouTube are videos about special forces in the world. For the moment, most kick-ass special forces for me are: Spetsnaz (Russian) and Snow Leopard (China). Special Forces, is you have not heard about this before, allow me to simplified the meaning, they are top soldiers who are best among the best soldiers in every nations. There is a famous international special forces competition which held every year by Kasotc, it known as Annual Warrior Competition

Opps, I think I am going deviated from the title. Okay, so when I surf through Kasotc official website, I saw K9 training video. After I watched these videos, I really admire these dogs. They are sent to the field as front line. They are train to check the mission field is clear and also because of this, they could be killed in any minute.

I'm a dog-lover and I have a belgium sherperd, Maccus now. This made me feel even prouder when I watch these videos (even though Maccus has none of those skills in the videos). Dogs can be so kick-ass and helpful when they are well-trained. They are loyal to their masters too and willing to sacrify themselves in most circumstances. This is the reason why I really can't understand why there is people eat dogs. They don't even eat dogs, but even torture dogs before they takes their lifes. Hey, why don't you pick on your sizes? Go fight wih tibetan mastiff instead of those weak poor stray dogs!

Alright, back to the topic. K9 is actually a term of police dogs. You can see in the videos that K9 is train to investigate the mission field, attack the targets, locate the harmful weapons, find the hostage and etc. What a dog can earn from all these missions? Nothing! At least nothing for themselves. They are not working for the country as they have no idea what country that they are actually living at. All they know is follow the orders of their masters. This is why most police dogs will retire from their duties when their masters are retire or died. It is because of the bond between the master and the dog is close and strong. They perform exactly well as they are with first partner.

Lastly, I just want to say that Dogs give their best to us and we should appreciate them always.

-未知的美丽-

很多人应该都有想过，
若我可以预知一些事的结果，
那么心就不会如此忐忑，
如此一来也不会做些白费努力。

可是每一事最终的结果，
是未来为我们准备得礼物，
人生这一路走来，
我们跌跌撞撞，
我们走走停停。

那些往事也只能回头看看，
无论在原地停留多久，
过去的事仅能是个近在心里，
却远在以前的历史。

有很多很多的事情，
无论是买一个小东西，
或大至是个人生大事，
我们预想的和真正的结果，
未必是相同的。

当最后的结局，
让人失望了，
我们就会必定想，
如果我在还未做出任何事之前，
可以看到这个答案，
我是绝对不会让它发生。

无奈预知的超能力，
也只是个美丽的谎话，
我们也只不过是个普普的凡人。

若我们能在事情还没发生前，
宛如电影里的超能力者那样，
预知未来，
那么‘期待’这个奇特的感受，
我们是一辈子都无法领悟。

可以期待，
是个让我们在努力付出后，
在‘等待’这个过程中，
最让人心动的感受。

因为期待，
我们会在得到想要的之后，
那么快乐兴奋，
也因为期待，
我们会在得不到想要的，
伤心失望后，
发现原来你想要的，
也许不是对你最合适的。

未来很美很美，
因为它是神秘的，
未来让人怦然心动，
因为它是可以期待的。

未来，是美丽的！

-谢谢你，美好的2015-

一叠日历又来到最后的那么一页，
一张薄薄的纸，郑重告别旧的一年，
一年有三百六十五天，
一天二十四个小时，
一小时里每分每秒，
都在建筑着这个阶梯，
这个渐渐往上的梯子，
代表着慢慢流逝的青春。

新的一年开始的这一天，
大部分的人大概要感慨过往，
我也不免俗的跳进这个大潮流，
来写个感恩的简文吧！

谢谢啊，慈爱的上帝！
好感谢，好感谢！
若要计算您对我的恩典，
大概世上最先进的超级电脑，
也无法精准的统计你赐给于我的恩。

谢谢您，
给予我生命，
即使这些日子里，
有心伤难过，
有气愤难堪，
但我明白这都让我更珍惜生命美好的一切。

谢谢您，
给于我父母健康，
他们的健康是我最大的快乐，
谢谢您带我的侄女影彤来到这世界，
这是2015年最珍贵的礼物，
谢谢您让我亲爱的妹妹有个简单而感人的求婚惊喜。
万字难诉心里的感恩，
只能老套的再说，
谢谢你，万能的天父与大爱的耶稣！

-岁月与我-

岁月啊，你看看，
你我是一起成长的，
关系可是不错的吧？
可为什么，
我总追赶不了你的脚步，
你也不曾放慢步伐呢？
我怎么眨眼间就长大了。

岁月啊，你听听，
你就聆听我的话吧，
青春年华就要逝去。
往回看看，
我在过往的每个小点滴，
可是你伴着我完成的，
当中不乏甜的苦的经历。

岁月啊，你想想，
你我就打个商量吧，
你可不可停一停吗？
给我缓缓，
让我好好在所剩不多的‘青年’，
补上慢下的进度呢？
我还是有很想在这一章写下美好的回忆。

我们曾说过，
当我长大以后的人生规划，
人是长大了，
怎么好像该做的，没有几件能完成，
是不是我们错失了什么，
又或是少做了些什么呢。

每个人一定在某事上问过自己，
如果时间倒流，
我一定可以做的更好。
只是，很多事可以重来，
就只有时光不曾为谁倒回。

也因为这样，
我们更加必须明白，
过去的年月，
只是督促我们争取未来的分秒，
最浪费岁月的事，
不是我们做错的那些决定，
而是我们不愿向前迈进的决心。

只要我们愿意，
我们还是能在当下这一刻，
努力去减少未来的悔憾。

胡说了这么多，
我真正想说的是，
岁月啊，我看我还是赶紧好好珍惜你吧！

-名的由来 / Why Sunny?-

My name is Sunny.

Most of the time, when i tell other person that my name is Sunny. Majority of them would ask the same question: "Why Sunny? I thought it is a male name?"

Why Sunny? Some would say:" Is it because of your always 'happy-go-lucky' and laugh a lot?"
Oh well, no! The reason is pretty simple. When I studied secondary school, people around me started to have their own English name. I was one of them that felt that having my own English name made me felt awesome and trendy.

Hence, I search dictionary (it was really a hard-copy of dictionary at that time). I once named myself 'Benice', 'Grace' and etc. But non of them last long as many people will have funny comments whenever I told them my english name, like:
'Grace? You are not graceful at all!'
'Benice? You wanna to be Be-Nice?'

So, I had to move on with choosing another English name. I like sunflower. I once have my email address as 'sunflowergarden@XXXX.com'. Once, I had a little internal mind-war:
Me A: "why not call myself Sunflower?"
Me B: "What? can't you choose a better name?  I am pretty sure that even more people will laugh at this name."
Me A:" If 'sunflower' is not a good choice, then what about just 'sun', quite cool, isn't it? "
Me B:"No!! This is too boyish!"
Me A: "..........."
Me B: "No other suggestion?"
Me A:" .......sunny....."
Me B:"I like this!"
Me A:"..........."

and this is the reason why I named myself as 'Sunny'. Simple reason, isn't it?