-10th year -

This year, 10th year we know each other.

Friend is really hard to gain,

especially whom will sincere to you.

I am really lucky,

that i have a friend like her,

thanks our lord, jesus christ.

It's hard to explain how good she is,

as i can't find a word to elaborate.

She can do many things for friends,

yet, not all of her friends really appreciate.

She really honest,

but there are also people that dislike though she tell the truth,

cause she not used to cheat and give fake praise.

She will give her concern to friend silently,

yet, not everyone know.

I really happy to have her as my best friend,closest friend.

well, i can speak it out loud and clear,

i already take her as one of my family members,

besides of my family,

she is the only contact that i'll put in speed dial list in my handphone.

14th of DEC is her birhtday,

27th of MAY is my birthday,

as a result,

we take 5th of august as our own special friendship day,

total of the digit our birthday

(1+4+2+7=14 1+4=5) for day

(1+2+5=8) for month

It's funny and childish,

but it's an occasion for us to prepare little presents to each other.

p/s: kit yen, thanks for your song which you sang to me,

i'll keep it in my phone always.

hehe.....

oh ya, remember to keep fit and be girlish bit a...

muakz Y(o - o)Y

-雨，叮铃草与风的故事-

听说过了吗？

关于雨，叮铃草和风的故事......

去过了吗？

彩虹的故乡，

那被叮铃草占据的地方。

叮铃草本来并不属于那儿，

是风，

嫉妒叮铃草的纯洁，

他把她带离那缤纷的泉，

丢在原本荒凉的烂泥，

然后无情地离去，

留下叮铃草在空气中独自颤抖，

叮铃草爱着他，

即使风对她无情，

但她是心甘情愿追随他。

对风的感情让她盲目了，

她看不见雨对她无私的付出与执著，

当风舍她而去时，

雨化成一缕云烟笼罩的她，

替她挡去酷阳，

把泪化成暖暖的晶莹，

披在叮铃草的肩上，

为她挡去无尽的寒意，

当泪用尽时，

雨化成轻轻的水气，

让阳光在身上划下七彩的痕迹，

用色彩点缀叮铃草单调的白衣，

叮铃草是幸福的，

即使她得不到风的回应，

即使她无法回应雨，

但她知道，

她是幸福的，

因为她深深地爱过，

也被痴痴地爱过，

曾经爱与被爱是幸福的。

-沉默-

沉默...

把心情撕成星之碎片...

洒在没有温度的夜里...

也许风会明白伤心的定义...

把记忆中的倒影...

眏在渐渐消失的北极光里

-千秋.伤感-

风，在尽责地吹，

我，心情胡乱飞，

在公园中的千秋，在自由地荡过来，荡过去，

它，曾经是你，也是我的的快乐，

从以前到现在，科技是无法取代它简单的付出，

它是简单，不起眼，

但它永远只会直来直往，不转弯抹角，

是啊，

它是很受欢迎，人总在身边围绕，

但当夜阑人静时，它还剩什么，

不过是冷风吹过的寂寞，

它开始做了并不属于它的梦想，

它想飞，飞到彩虹的尽头，

因为听说那里可以找到简单的幸福，

它不断地荡，不断地摆，

风无情划过，雨残忍淋过，

天空还是忽近忽远，

直到它身体锈了，腐了，

它才明白，

幸福不是靠努力就能亲近的，

因为幸福需要自由才可以拥有，

而千秋的自由只有被人抛弃的那天才出现，

被遗弃，快乐不见，幸福又有什么用！

-Life-

This year 2008, I'm already 20 years old,

look back to the days i had spent and noticed that,

i came across many things and inccidents.

It's just part one of my life,

yet,

i felt that i understand quite lots about life.

Life seem to be a long run,

You won't know where or when you stop,

neither who or what will at the last destination.

Well,

i should say, life is WH-

which we had learnt in school.

What, when, who, where, which and how,

Life is the longest fill-in-the-blank test,

which we have to fill in the blanks

since we borned until died.

God prepare millions of different papers for us.

I think i got a hard paper to fill in the blanks,

but,

it make my life attractive.

Every little things can make me happy and of course

many little things can make me sad.

When i refresh back, found that sometimes i have to learn

that not everything will smooth as i thought of.

Those hurt, yet.....

i have to throw and forget...

cause life still go on...

Forgive is not that i'm softhearted,

i just want to kind to myself.

Hatred make people live with anger.

I don't want and don't like.

So,

i decided to let the inccident faded away silently,

I believe,

i won't regret.

cause i fill in some happy and good thing write

into my little fill-in-the blanks test.

-感动的心-

在流星划过天空的那一刻，

情爱从天空中的裂缝掉出，

跌进那碧蓝的大海洋之中，

那洋溢着恋爱的阵阵海潮，

拍打着在挣扎的固执岩石，

潮水包围着孤岛上的你我，

纵然我不能和你处在一起，

太阳会请雨水把真心带走，

洒在那等待渴望的你身上，

爱是我的唯一亦是你专利。

-我看不见的你-

恋似云霄飞车地冲着，
时间虽然苦短，
一颗心却不断狂跳着。

爱像旋转木马地转着，
我不断追逐前方的你，
原来一直也在我身后守着。

- DanDan -

My Dear rabbit, Dandan.

I bought it on valentine day.

Well, nothing do with that day.

cause someone assume me bought it at that day

sure means a lot.

I just like it,

for the first sight on it.

Cause it seem so special, as seldom have rabbit like that.

When i found that its one of its toes gone.

Normally, no one buy something broke.

but, i just like it.

until i able accept all about it.

My cute dandan.

- CNY Vs Homesick-

Chinese New Year just past.

This year, i didn't spend many days with family,

as i have to attend classes the next week.

I am 20 years old this year.

There were lots of things happened years ago.

which make me more appreciate them.

I think i consider have a happy family,

though somthing happened years ago.

It was not a good memory,

yet,

It made me releaze,

How deep i misunderstand my mum last time.

I should never blame her.

while she is also just a lady.

who also will feel helpless.

I was stupid last time,

can't see her wounds under a mask.

forgotten all her sacrifices for us.

Well,

thanks god.

She still with us.

The family didn't break.

She changed a lots, to a better mum.

Dad & Mum...Love u 2 much!!

-Sweeney Todd, Again n again-

Today i finally watched this movie.

I wondered why only one of my friend was really interested,

as it's a good movie.

Feel sad after watched the movie.

Cause the plot of the story is sad.

The movie mainly about hatred.

Yet, i see love in the movie.

Love with bad ending.

It doesn't mean that the ending of the movie is bad.

just,

everyone in the movie can't be together with lover.

It make me feel sad.

The sad ending remind me for all my sadness

in these days.

I finally understand what my friend said.

The most painful moment isn't

when we cry.

It's when tears can't come out from eyes.

Heartache seriously,

mentally wounded,

Yet, not a single tear can come out from my eyes.

I started to doubt.

whether there is give and take.

whether there is someone really care.

maybe, just maybe,

tears will come back to me

when there is someone really concern.

Always want to make other smile,

so i smile though i feel the pain.

Always scare give other troubles,

so i pretend i was strong in everything.

Smiley seem always my best friend,

to cover my wounded heart.

My dad always said that i was a walking tearsbag,

but i think i'm not now.

cause i can't even cry when i feel really sad.

my friend's dad pass away,

i was sad when i heard about it,

but tears seem transform to pain,

keep dancing in my heart.

Pain, pain, pain,

that's what replace tears of mine.