Today i finally watched this movie.
I wondered why only one of my friend was really interested,
as it's a good movie.
Feel sad after watched the movie.
Cause the plot of the story is sad.
The movie mainly about hatred.
Yet, i see love in the movie.
Love with bad ending.
It doesn't mean that the ending of the movie is bad.
just,
everyone in the movie can't be together with lover.
It make me feel sad.
The sad ending remind me for all my sadness
in these days.
I finally understand what my friend said.
The most painful moment isn't
when we cry.
It's when tears can't come out from eyes.
Heartache seriously,
mentally wounded,
Yet, not a single tear can come out from my eyes.
I started to doubt.
whether there is give and take.
whether there is someone really care.
maybe, just maybe,
tears will come back to me
when there is someone really concern.
Always want to make other smile,
so i smile though i feel the pain.
Always scare give other troubles,
so i pretend i was strong in everything.
Smiley seem always my best friend,
to cover my wounded heart.
My dad always said that i was a walking tearsbag,
but i think i'm not now.
cause i can't even cry when i feel really sad.
my friend's dad pass away,
i was sad when i heard about it,
but tears seem transform to pain,
keep dancing in my heart.
Pain, pain, pain,
that's what replace tears of mine.
