-心.闷.惑-

心，

拥有了那一瞬间的幻影，

自以为那就叫命中注定，

却发现那是勉强的幸福.

如果眼泪是装满了伤痛的回忆，

那么当眼泪蒸发掉后，

还会记得曾为谁而执著过吗？

-幸福国度-

海边的夜风渐渐冰冷吹起来了，

偷窥着我的月儿也悄悄地离开，

海浪拍打着岩岸边的星星沙粒，

海水冲走我留下的那一行脚印，

我想它正想好心提醒天真的我，

无论我在站在原地呆了有多久，

只要一波浪潮轻轻往沙地划去，

时间无法为我的足迹留下证明，

夜色的天幕缓缓换上一片朝暮，

太阳慢慢从大海彼端后露面了，

朝鸟也开始立在枝头轻轻歌唱，

这一切看起来都是多么地美好，

但为什么我的心会如此地痛呢?

我独自坐在岸边的那个岩石上，

遥望着那一望无际的蓝天白云，

猜想离开世上你现在过的好吗？

今天我好像似乎有点特别想你，

如果我更加用力地去回忆着你，

你还会像如往日般拥抱着我吗？

清早的海岸边四处充满着欢笑，

我的耳边却只传来你的轻笑声，

思念你成了我每个早晨的习惯，

脑里的回忆不断地重复倒带着，

我想起闭上眼睛后的那个颊吻，

我想起你那没酱料的意大利面，

我想起我们堆砌过的星沙城堡，

我想起你曾承诺过给我的风筝，

有人说记忆就像是幸福的国度，

生活里发生的每个快乐与伤心，

只要曾经是自己轻身经历过的，

它就会牢牢地烙印在我的心里，

你留下给我的只有深深的感动，

但现在当我回想起每个感动时，

我的心再也没有那快乐的鼓动，

只剩让人泪流不止的痛斥心扉，

因为我知道我也只能在回忆里，

再听见你那一句深情的我爱你。

-文字，音符，嗓音-

陈旧的檀木制音乐盒，
传来满屋的柔美曲子，
歌者把每个感性的字，
配上命中注定的旋律，
用天籁般嗓子轻柔地，
唱出让人落泪的歌曲，
能听见的人是幸福的，
因能够听见才有机会，
等待首拨动心弦的歌，
与体会它带来的心动，
一段美丽感人的诗文，
一首清丽动人的旋律，
一个亮丽诱人的嗓子，
若只是个别单独呈现，
就像独缺一色的彩虹，
无论它是多么地灿烂，
也是不完整不完美的，
当你遇见属于你的歌，
轻轻地闭上你的眼睛，
用心去领受这份感动。

-Linkin Park: New Divide-

Linkin Park. One of my favourite rock bands. New divide, their latest song.

I guess many of you must heard this song already as it's theme song of

TRANSFORMER 2. I think this song is soooooooooooooooooooo hot!

I like that negative film effect...mixed with pieces from the movie...and...

BOOM! NEW DIVIDE!!!! believe me, it raise up the room temperature~~

listen to it, now~~>_<

-Sentimental Pianist: Luigi Rubino-

I found a new pianist whom i think he is great,

his music is stunning me,

sentimental and touched...

well, many won't buy this kind of music,

yet, i like it....i like them since the first moment i finish the track,

they are great...so, i wanna share with my friends...

hey, give it a try...ok...just listen to it....at least once...

-Septagram/Heptagram-

The first heptagram was used as a symbol in the Kabbalah,

and later by Aleister Crowley and the Ordo Templi Orientis

where it was known as the Star (or Seal) of Babalon.

The heptagram is also used in Christianity to symbolize the seven days of creation

and became a traditional symbol for warding off evil,

thus the reason that most sheriff's badges are first heptagonal shaped.

The heptagram is also the symbol of perfection (or God) in many Christian religions.

In alchemy, a seven-sided star can refer

to the seven planets which were known to ancient alchemists.
---origins from online article----

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i crazy about this icon long long time ago.....just that i could find what's its name...

finally i got it...great....

i first saw this symbol when i was 16....from a comic...i think those read

you should know the artist....

i fell deeply into it....since the first sight....cause i think it's very mysterious...

so...i want to intoduce this symbol to you...

bye...see ya next post

-17 again-

discuss with his best friend about ways to get back to high school

while he wore gun n rose clothes...so old school style while he think himself is updated

first meet with his son...while he is...hmm...little 'busy' in that toilet bowl.

first met with his wife...after transforming into a teenager

like every father...he is worry about his daughter 

and he had to try to stop man woo his wife...

--------------------------------------------------------------

I just watched 17 again days ago.

It is good. Though some said not like how they expect.

I still stand firm on my point of view...it is good.

I just can't help myself fall into these kind of movie...

movies that emphasize family, friendship..courage..

It is kinda a new fresh breath...for zac...i think...

cause he has to act like a 'old-fashioned' teenager...

and it's the first time....he had to 'in love' with a middle aged woman...

yet, whom impressed me..isn't zac....but sterling knight...

he is adorable....i mean...for me...i like guy like him...little nerd + shy..hehe

never meet one....besides....um-hmm...u know who he is...

this movie provide laughter, and of course 'same old trick'...tears at the ending

it just worth that 10 bucks

-New semester-

These holidays, as usual, worked at mum's saloon, 

dated with friends, went for movies....bla bla bla....

ok, i admit. i do nothing meaningful.

i had my 21st birthday celebration several times...

though all celebrations not that grand like my eldest sister's,

i still enjoyed them very much.

what surprised me....this year..was my former colleagues at archi invent remember birthday.

thanks lot! for that little cake.....i really appreciate it. >_<

of course, i wouldn't forget you gals....thanks seong yi... u r lovely...

i was delighted for that surprising party..i was really happy...

but like rie said...i really dunno how to show on my facial expression...

that's how my sister said, too. 

oh, ya....thanks ez...for your birthday greeting...your are the one always remember...

thanks thanks thanks...(@.@)

My parents gave me two necklaces, a cross and a key (as usual)....

some cute gifts from sisters...thanks for spent so much...

 ken...thanks for the gathering...it's been years since met you guys...

btw, i haven finish those cosmetics..... 

finally, thanks for everyone greeted me...wish jesus bless you all.

Especially jamie...thanks jamie...your are nice...u always are....

that two containers u gave me(actually one for tess)...i still have them with me..

it's been 3 years....since foundation time...u gave me many advices...

i still weak n bad...improve kinda slowly in my personalities...

but BIG thanks for you....and also those help me to improve...

it's the beginning of a new semester....glad that this semester result is kinda improve...

except DESIGN....yea, i lost it this semester...while other scored...tears droped from heart T_T,

what to do...gotta admit, i'm just not good enough to proceed....

feel nervous for this new semester...for i gonna alone for studio...

though i'm not sure whether friends from previous studio really like me...

yet, thanks for helping me all these while...special thanks for ron, wai choon and joey...

Joey, wish ya have a nice working experience at US!!! 

-Best touched Commercial-

It's about dad n daughter...

it's about father and son

It's about husband and wife

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Maybe all these videos will make you cry, but do take a look.

They worth for few minutes of your "BUSY" life

These advertisements are talking about family.

I know, maybe it's a lame topic.

but, forever and ever, it able to touch your heart easily.

The first video, the father fetching his daughter to school by bicycle.

No matter how old he is, how heavy his daughter is ....he still insist....

his father looks quiet, but he shows his love through what he has done for his daughter,

the golden phrase in it:'也许，他怕我忘了回家的路.'

Yea, family always there whenever we are hurt, depress or lonely,

Home is the only place which always welcome us with open door.

The second clip is also touched. Father is poor. He couldn't give his daughter much.

Yet, he give all his love to his daugther. Patient, though his daughter's attitude is wrong. 

I was touched, when the girl said:'My father is generous beyond his need, but the greatest gift that he give me...is love".

Do you notice while you watching the video. There is only one room in that unit. The father 

choose to sleep outside. Give the only room to his daughter. Do you notice? On the shoes rack,

his father has only one pair of shoes...pair of old shoe..while his daughter has many pairs of new shoes. 

The thrid video is kinda contrast with the second video, the father love his son too.

Yet, he used tough way to raise his son.

There are some misunderstanding between him and his son. I cried like hell.

when he said :'I want more time. Time to tell my son, i love him more than anything. Time  to understand him better. Time to listen to his opinions. Time to talk to him. Listen to his songs. Time to tell him that i'm sorry. Time to do what i've never done. Time to take better care of him. Time to love him more"

Omg, i think these sentences are really good. We always didn't notice what we have,

and what we are about lost. We always regret when things gone.  In the clip, can you see the guitar on the desk...which stick with tapes?? It's the guitar his son threw on floor on that day his son left him. He stick back the broken guitar....like how he want to stick back the broken crack of their relationship....

The last video. the golden phare :"i hope they can meet whom beautifully imperfect".

Yea...no one is perfect, right? but those we love, who are imperfect, always come along with things we can forget...like..their love, their cares for us....

Enjoy the videos...

-再一次，这是人性-

Hi there,

All dog lover, pet lover must READ!!!
Its a cruel fact found in Malaysia PULAU KETAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You can give them in term of giving help or donation (Food or fund) if you want.....

Pls forward to your friend too....

Thank you so much.

Regards,
Aki


原文来自 http://www.mycen.com.my/sightings/sightings030509_pulau_ketam_dogs.html

Pulau Ketam ， 2009年5月2日：风景如画的渔村岛 Pulau Ketam 是典型的华人村庄。有乡村咖啡店，寺庙和嘈杂的麻将馆。与其他华人村庄不同的是，
流浪狗在这受欢迎的旅游景点里失踪了。在这美丽的照片后面，有着不为人知的秘密。


村民将所有的流浪狗集中在一起，然后的把它们运送去一个荒岛。这不是一个普通的荒岛，这是一个根本不适合居住的荒岛，所有在那里
的生物都面临着死亡的威胁。我们目前正在作出努力以阻止邻近的村庄SG Lima的人们将更多的流浪狗驱逐到这个岛上。

可是，已经被驱逐了的狗却又如何呢

我会见了当地的村长，当我知道他们甚至不考虑这些不幸的狗狗的生死时，我感觉到非常的震惊。他们只是在意他们该如何将这些流浪狗的
问题转移到另一个岛屿，之后的一切就什么，狗儿们的生死都不管了。。我恳求他带我到岛上去看看这些他们丢弃的狗。令人惊讶的，
他同意了。。我们也得知在我们之前并没有任何的拯救行动。


我和好友 Daniel Tang 以及 来自 Furry Friends Farm 的 Sabrina Yap 一起踏上这个在马六甲海峡附近的“狗岛”的侦查之旅。。

一位来自巴生的 Blogger “Birds Talking" 因为临时生病了所以无法出席。

我们租一艘船来去那个岛，一开始的时候，我以为我们只会看到骨骼和壳。因为这里的环境实在是太恶劣了。这里充满了很多的毒蛇，

任何没有防备的外来者将会变成它们的食物。这里也有许多会让你没顶的泥沼。。

已经接近岛屿了，可以看到一只老鹰在空中飞过。。

第一个发现。这是我们的第一个希望。 可怜的它是多么的骨瘦如柴。然而，当它看见我们时，它依然努力的摇动它无力的尾巴。

心碎。看到这个被遗弃的小狗带着悲哀的表情坐在一根树枝上时，我觉得非常的心酸，这更使我下定决心要和Sabrina他们一起将所有在这个岛上的狗全部救出来。

人为的悲剧。据当地渔民所说，这些狗儿在无法忍受的饥饿后，只好开始吃自己饿死同伴的尸体。它们是如此的绝望，

依然饥饿的它们游到附近的 Kelong.可是却只能人赶走。有些比较弱小的甚至还溺死于水中。我们向居住在附近Kelong
一对印尼工人夫妇寻求协助。他们尝试用饲料来做引诱，将这些流浪狗带回来。我开始想办法在这个岛上特定的地点为这些
流浪狗提供粮食。我希望能在当地的树林专家协助下，进入内部的岛屿，以评估剩下流浪狗的生存数量，以及确定岛屿的情况。
由于岛屿是非常的偏远，救援任务是将会是一个很大的考验。

正如Sabrina紧握她的手在祈祷一样，看到了这么悲惨的一幕之后，我觉得我也需要一些祈祷。这张照片是我刚下船，
从陷入泥沼死里逃生后在树林中所拍的。经过一番挣扎后，我的身体被树枝割伤以及擦伤了。。可是，我所受的伤又
怎么能跟这些狗儿们所受的伤害相比呢？它们可是天天都要经历这些伤害的啊。这也提醒了我以后在这项任务中所会面对到的困难与挑战。


一位幸运着。我们的印尼助手在经历过许多恶劣的考验后，成功救出了一只狗。

获救的狗在Sabrina的手中踏上给兽医治疗的安全旅程。

时间已经不多了，我们下次再来的时候看到的可能只剩下骨头和残壳。。

由于这里是一个旅游区，在这里租船是非常的昂贵的。这一趟的旅程已经花了我几百元的船租，获救的狗并不能透过普通的ferries 运输，
也几乎没有人会施以援手而不收费。虽然，这是可以理解的。 

当地人对有人要收留他们所遗弃的动物而表示怀疑。与其要我指责他们，我们更希望的是得到他们的合作来帮助这些不幸的动物。
在这个过程中，我们也希望能灌输这些岛民更好对待动物的方式，我们必须得到他们的信任，否则这一切将会是个不可能完成的任务。

如果您无法直接帮助，请将此文章转发给任何一位有同情心并能做出一些捐款的人。我们需要一笔资金。。除了船租，
 我们还需要钱来买笼子，以及支付将这些狗从树林中带出来的人的工资，以及送它们到动物兽医诊所的运输费。。诊疗费，痊愈了的，
我们也需要钱来提供粮食和居住的环境。

我可以坚持下去的！

如果您愿意捐赈或帮忙，请在以下网址联系给我们

TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my
Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com

至于愿意帮忙的 blogger 们, 你们可以将这片文章转载到你们的个人网页中。。 网址是 http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue

你们也可以透过这个网址来查看拯救行动的进展 http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue/updates.html

我们知道这是一项艰巨的任务，我们会非常感激大家的支持，协助，建议，鼓励和你们的祈祷

谢谢你们

原文：TV Smith
翻译：阿冰

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这是我在朋友forward 的email 中看见的，

原来，伴我成长的国度，马来西亚，

有着这么不文明的残忍行为，

我一向热爱狗，但先别计较它们是狗还是我不怎么有好感的猫，

它们，在科学论叫做生物，哲学论里叫做生命，

但，我们，同样是地球上的生物，一样有生命的‘人类’，

都爱叫它们‘畜牲’.

人性，真的每况愈下了吗？

对付流浪的动物，

遗弃，成了唯一的出口了？

说真的，以前我觉得人道毁灭，

太不人道，

现在，我宁愿你们让它们安乐死，

好过把它们乱丢在这么恶劣的环境下，

让它们为了生存多一天，

做出无为的垂死挣扎.

但，

我早该懂，

我早该习惯，

每天新闻的报道，

不已经把人性解剖的清清楚楚了吗？

连自己“人”都可以伤害，遗弃，

我又如何强求他们对小动物多点爱心？

无奈又如何？

-Laughters-

TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America.
MARIA: Here it is.
TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America?
CLASS: Maria.
____________________________________
TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor?
JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables.
__________________________________________
TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell 'crocodile?'
GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L'
TEACHER: No, that's wrong
GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it.
(I Love this kid)
____________________________________________
TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water?
DONALD: H I J K L M N O.
TEACHER: What are you talking about?
DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O.
__________________________________
TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't
have ten years ago.
WINNIE: Me!
__________________________________________
TEACHER: Glen, why do you always get so dirty?
GLEN: Well, I'm a lot closer to the ground than you are.
_______________________________________
TEACHER: Millie, give me a sentence starting with 'I.'
MILLIE: I is..
TEACHER: No, Millie..... Always say, 'I am.'
MILLIE: All right... 'I am the ninth letter of the alphabet.'
________________________________
TEACHER: George Washington not only chopped down his father's cherry
tree, but also admitted it. Now, Louie, do you know why his father didn't
punish him?
LOUIS: Because George still had the axe in his hand.
______________________________________
TEACHER: Now, Simon, tell me frankly, do you say prayers before eating?
SIMON: No sir, I don't have to, my Mom is a good cook.
______________________________
TEACHER: Clyde , your composition on 'My Dog' is exactly the same as
your brother's. Did
you copy his?
CLYDE: No, sir. It's the same dog.
___________________________________
TEACHER: Harold, what do you call a person who keeps on talking when
people are no longer interested?
HAROLD: A teacher.

________________________________

I just read this email.....feel it's quite funny....so, share lo~~

maybe u read it before....but i wish u enjoy it again >_<

-Britain Got Talent: Diversity-

Recommended....stunning show

-我该如何是好？-

昨天，

我的电话和钱又被偷了，

在我考试的当时，

对，‘又’，

真是蠢死了，

本来都没有哭，

因为自我安慰，

也许留在家，

也许我其实没带出去，

当我回到家，

证实我电话真的被偷了，

可笑的是，

我早就知道被偷了，

只是不相信而已，

因为，当我考完试，

去到我的包包时，

它被打开了，

电话不见了，

当我叫友人打去我的手机时，

话筒传来“你所拨打的号码，暂时无法接通...”

明显，不是吗？

只是，我傻的以为有奇迹.

当知道了电话真的被偷了，

我便打给姐姐，

她常为我解决问题，

因为我不敢打给爸爸，

我知道的，

他不会骂的，

但就是不敢，

再一次，

姐姐和爸爸说事情的经过，

爸爸不多久就打来我家，

他依旧温柔，

没有怪我，一直安慰我，

说不是我的错，

内疚从心而发，

家人一直得包容，体贴，

我有没有真正回报过？

下午，

把功课做一做，

在凌晨十二点，

睡着了，

昨天读书都没睡，

一点多惊醒，

是，我从恶梦惊醒，

我竟然睡了，

妈呀.

无名的罪恶感冒出来，

我设计还没完，书还没读完，

功课还没做完，

救命，竟然睡了？

洗了个醒神澡，

坐在电脑前，

要开始工作，

但发呆了，

回过神时，

脸湿湿的，

我哭了，

好讨厌我的软弱，

别人压力不比我多吗？

哭什么哭.

但是当我看见

在角落的吸尘机，

那是爸爸买给我的，

因为房间大，灰尘多，

他怕我辛苦，

看着吸尘机，

我就想起，

他为我示范如何使用吸尘机时的兴奋，

当我看见房中央那十字架，

想起妈妈说那是为了让我害怕时，

可以看到它，

知道上帝一直在保护我，

那我就不会害怕了，

当十字架安装好时，

她无比开心，

一直问我喜欢吗....

读这科，

我花了他们好多好多的钱，

中间发生了林林总总的意外，

让他们受惊忧心，

他们总是那么贴心，

我又为他们做过什么？

充其量，

我只是个麻烦制造机，

设计科，我超没把握，

没有灵感，

也许会被老师当了这学期，

那么又要用爸妈的钱了，

我这么耗下去，

他们几时才可以真正休息？

我几时才可以坚强，

不需要别人扶呢？

电话被偷，只是个导火线，

引爆了心中的枷锁，

看清了自己，

无法控制地自我厌恶，

惨了，我想我开始有忧郁症了，

糟了，我该如何是好？

-George Sampson:Born to be dancer-

George Sampson, The lastest Britain Got Talent winner,

as promise, he got the contract to be an artist. 

No doubt.He storm the floor!! Watch these Music Video,

Actually, He din sing much. But the dances impressed and attractive enough,

He is still young. I think he will have bright future if he carry on.

Well, enjoy!

-分割。分担-

如果遗憾与伤感能像宝石般能分割的话，
把属于你的宝石切至最小吧，
剩下的让在乎你的为你分担。

-无聊哈拉2-

如果眼泪代表伤悲，
为何留了如此多，
心依然痛呢？
不是该流出来了，
就没了吗？

-告白-

得空耍耍白痴，
时时保持傻里傻气，
只要心跳依然，
我会一直逗你开心，
直到你不再需要我的关心。

-无聊哈拉 1-

愿担忧化成一缕风，
轻轻地擦身而过...
龙猫，叮当，
好想你们...
别人说我傻傻傻....
我说他们哈哈哈....

-草-

我既不像蝴蝶，
可以自己随心自由翩飞；
亦不是蒲公英，
有温暖的风带在身边，
四处遨游，
我只能安分地，
在芸芸芳花中，
扮演一株不起眼的稻草，
你看见了吗？

-歌-

耳边阵阵旋律，

低沉的嗓音，

在每个音点加上想要说的话，

简单的组合，

却动人心弦