-岁月与我-

岁月啊，你看看，
你我是一起成长的，
关系可是不错的吧？
可为什么，
我总追赶不了你的脚步，
你也不曾放慢步伐呢？
我怎么眨眼间就长大了。

岁月啊，你听听，
你就聆听我的话吧，
青春年华就要逝去。
往回看看，
我在过往的每个小点滴，
可是你伴着我完成的，
当中不乏甜的苦的经历。

岁月啊，你想想，
你我就打个商量吧，
你可不可停一停吗？
给我缓缓，
让我好好在所剩不多的‘青年’，
补上慢下的进度呢？
我还是有很想在这一章写下美好的回忆。

我们曾说过，
当我长大以后的人生规划，
人是长大了，
怎么好像该做的，没有几件能完成，
是不是我们错失了什么，
又或是少做了些什么呢。

每个人一定在某事上问过自己，
如果时间倒流，
我一定可以做的更好。
只是，很多事可以重来，
就只有时光不曾为谁倒回。

也因为这样，
我们更加必须明白，
过去的年月，
只是督促我们争取未来的分秒，
最浪费岁月的事，
不是我们做错的那些决定，
而是我们不愿向前迈进的决心。

只要我们愿意，
我们还是能在当下这一刻，
努力去减少未来的悔憾。

胡说了这么多，
我真正想说的是，
岁月啊，我看我还是赶紧好好珍惜你吧！

-名的由来 / Why Sunny?-

My name is Sunny.

Most of the time, when i tell other person that my name is Sunny. Majority of them would ask the same question: "Why Sunny? I thought it is a male name?"

Why Sunny? Some would say:" Is it because of your always 'happy-go-lucky' and laugh a lot?"
Oh well, no! The reason is pretty simple. When I studied secondary school, people around me started to have their own English name. I was one of them that felt that having my own English name made me felt awesome and trendy.

Hence, I search dictionary (it was really a hard-copy of dictionary at that time). I once named myself 'Benice', 'Grace' and etc. But non of them last long as many people will have funny comments whenever I told them my english name, like:
'Grace? You are not graceful at all!'
'Benice? You wanna to be Be-Nice?'

So, I had to move on with choosing another English name. I like sunflower. I once have my email address as 'sunflowergarden@XXXX.com'. Once, I had a little internal mind-war:
Me A: "why not call myself Sunflower?"
Me B: "What? can't you choose a better name?  I am pretty sure that even more people will laugh at this name."
Me A:" If 'sunflower' is not a good choice, then what about just 'sun', quite cool, isn't it? "
Me B:"No!! This is too boyish!"
Me A: "..........."
Me B: "No other suggestion?"
Me A:" .......sunny....."
Me B:"I like this!"
Me A:"..........."

and this is the reason why I named myself as 'Sunny'. Simple reason, isn't it?

-Old Days-

Today when I browse through YouTube and check new updates of the channels that I had subscribed earlier. JinnyBoy TV has uploaded a new video, after watched it, I suddenly feel like replay the old videos that they had made years ago.

Then i found this video, . Time flies and I aged so much. This video remind me so much of my childhood. A happy, pure and simple childhood. It just like many other had mentioned and sighed for thousand times. My Generasi is so much different with generasi nowadays. 

Blame it to the technology! Many people would have saying this quite frequent. Well, technology is just simply knowledge developed to enhance and make our life easier. We are users, we get to decide how to use the devices invented. Phone, tablets and computer are merely invented to shorten times of doing many things.

When kids nowadays so obsessed by these devices? Hey, parents!  You should put the blame on yourself. You are guardian of your children, can't you control them? Yes, you can! However, many parents choose to use these devices to keep their little kids busy, so that their children will not bother them. As a result, kids are rather spend time on phone, tablet and computer since they are young.

I had a friend told me that, it is impossible not to give child tablet or they can never catch up with the trends and they can't mixed with their friends. If I assume what she said is true, now here is a question. What about those families that can't afford one? Is this mean that their children will not have friends? In fact, I had many friends that their kids having fun without all these 'cool' devices.

They played games, badminton, and run around the neighborhood. This is simply because their parents can't afford those devices. Maybe they unable to catch up with the latest trends,but they definitely have happy and special childhood that worth to laugh about for the rest of their life.

My generasi without advance devices, joys can be easily gained. We are poor, therefore we used many things passed over by other people. I played second-handed toys passed by relatives, but i can remember the happiness when we got them. It is simply heart-filled joys, I missed those days.