-岁月与我-

岁月啊，你看看，
你我是一起成长的，
关系可是不错的吧？
可为什么，
我总追赶不了你的脚步，
你也不曾放慢步伐呢？
我怎么眨眼间就长大了。

岁月啊，你听听，
你就聆听我的话吧，
青春年华就要逝去。
往回看看，
我在过往的每个小点滴，
可是你伴着我完成的，
当中不乏甜的苦的经历。

岁月啊，你想想，
你我就打个商量吧，
你可不可停一停吗？
给我缓缓，
让我好好在所剩不多的‘青年’，
补上慢下的进度呢？
我还是有很想在这一章写下美好的回忆。

我们曾说过，
当我长大以后的人生规划，
人是长大了，
怎么好像该做的，没有几件能完成，
是不是我们错失了什么，
又或是少做了些什么呢。

每个人一定在某事上问过自己，
如果时间倒流，
我一定可以做的更好。
只是，很多事可以重来，
就只有时光不曾为谁倒回。

也因为这样，
我们更加必须明白，
过去的年月，
只是督促我们争取未来的分秒，
最浪费岁月的事，
不是我们做错的那些决定，
而是我们不愿向前迈进的决心。

只要我们愿意，
我们还是能在当下这一刻，
努力去减少未来的悔憾。

胡说了这么多，
我真正想说的是，
岁月啊，我看我还是赶紧好好珍惜你吧！

-名的由来 / Why Sunny?-

My name is Sunny.

Most of the time, when i tell other person that my name is Sunny. Majority of them would ask the same question: "Why Sunny? I thought it is a male name?"

Why Sunny? Some would say:" Is it because of your always 'happy-go-lucky' and laugh a lot?"
Oh well, no! The reason is pretty simple. When I studied secondary school, people around me started to have their own English name. I was one of them that felt that having my own English name made me felt awesome and trendy.

Hence, I search dictionary (it was really a hard-copy of dictionary at that time). I once named myself 'Benice', 'Grace' and etc. But non of them last long as many people will have funny comments whenever I told them my english name, like:
'Grace? You are not graceful at all!'
'Benice? You wanna to be Be-Nice?'

So, I had to move on with choosing another English name. I like sunflower. I once have my email address as 'sunflowergarden@XXXX.com'. Once, I had a little internal mind-war:
Me A: "why not call myself Sunflower?"
Me B: "What? can't you choose a better name?  I am pretty sure that even more people will laugh at this name."
Me A:" If 'sunflower' is not a good choice, then what about just 'sun', quite cool, isn't it? "
Me B:"No!! This is too boyish!"
Me A: "..........."
Me B: "No other suggestion?"
Me A:" .......sunny....."
Me B:"I like this!"
Me A:"..........."

and this is the reason why I named myself as 'Sunny'. Simple reason, isn't it?