-Death Metal:Marilyn Manson-

I started to listen to him since 2006, you and me and the devil makes 3,

when it's a good one, i can't get the mv, so if u interested, get it urself,

i kept this draft for days, andrew's blog take a look, it's nice remind me about this post,

hehe....so post it b4 i forget again.

Marilyn Manson (born as Brian Hugh Warner on January 5, 1969)

is the lead singer of the Fort Lauderdale, Florida, USA

based industrial group of the same name.

Warner chose the name, a

combination of Marilyn Monroe and Charles Manson,

to illustrate what he considered to be the extreme dualism

of late 20th century American culture.

The stage names of each band member

were originally created by combining

the first name of an iconic female sex symbol

and the last name of an iconic mass murderer or serial killer,

though this naming convention has not extended

to new band members after the mid-90s.

He one of the famous gender-lost artist.

lol...tat's y in his music videos, he sometimes act lik chick

-Insane Art-

ouch....this is obviously hurt so much, man,

i really don't understand why the western people suffer and torture themselves,

to fufill their satisfaction of being a outstanding man,

This is totally insane for you nailed your own head,

even placed thing in it....oh my gosh....

how they survived with all these stuff on their body?

don't they know many people struggled for a healthy body?

it's remind me about the burnt tattoo that i posted couple years ago.

Last time i thought burnt tattoo already consider crazy art for me,

it is even more over....stop hurting yourself, dudes....

If you really not scare of pain...go join the army la,

they alsolutely welcome all of you....

-New members of Lee's family-

 

Taa...daa...This is my new family member,Duffy,

It's a cute puppy, right?

My younger sister's boyfriend saw this little puppy by roadside,

hungry and trembling like a leaf,

He brought this puppy back without ask for my sister permission,

and planned to put it in my dad's house in kampar,

of course it's secret and can't let my dad know,

cause we are not sure whether he allow us to feed this puppy o not.

My sister called me and sent few of duffy's handsome pictures to me,

tried to persuade me to help her to pujuk my dad,

of course i fell in her trap, cause duffy is really cute.

One friday, the fourth day, we adopted it,

my dad suddenly came to her house...hm...i should said my dad house,

yea...then he saw the dog, and asked my sister to give it to other people,

as we edi have lucky, 

but it's too cute and hard for us to give it away to other,

we ignored dad's order.

After few days later, my dad came to kampar again,

at last, agree to allow us have this little dog in our house.

So, here he come, duffy to our family...

oh, btw, the little cross on its chest is really cool...

it's also one of the minor reason my parents let us keep it,

cause we are fresh christian...haha...superstition help duffy survive,

and joined our family.....

oh yea....actually i din saw it for real before....as i din go back hometown,

for almost month edi....i just saw its photos and videos only....

but i still think it's cute....

-Marley and Me-

Last few week, i watched a movie in cinema called "marley adn me"

it's a very heart touching movie.

Owen and jennifer are a fresh married couple,

like other ordinary american couples' plan,

after married, they got themselves a little house, car, etc,

to start their new life, after get all these things done,

jennifer wants a baby while owen not yet prepare for it.

Therefore, owen bring jennifer to adopt one puppy in order to make her

forget about the baby at that moment.

The puppy, Marley turned into a huge troublesome dog,

it  witness all the changes in the family,

besides of troubles, it left sweet memories for owen and jennifer,

It's actually a true story and book published years ago.

I miss my family and cute dog lucky very much after watch this movie,

it emphasize family relatioship very well,

therefore if you have little free time,

spend a little two hours,

watched this movie,

believe me,

it worth it!

-THE TALE OF DESPEREAUX-

What's next movie that should watch in cinema? Hehe....THE TALE OF DESPEREAUX...a cute cartoon again. I think it will be comedic and touching movie, though. I always can't help falling in love with this kind of cute cartoon. maybe in my life, i need to find relief from reality life.

-Thank you, god-

Just wanna give thanks to you,

thanks for try hard to answer my prayer last night,

although now, the problems not solve yet,

but i believe, you giving us chance to figure it out,

and settle it together.

thanks, lord. amen

-Do you understand?-

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage..

They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes.

When the boy was around two years old,

one morning

the husband saw a medicine bottle open.

He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle

and keep it in the cupboard.

His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter. 

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle

fascinated by its color and drank it all.

It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages.

When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.

He died. The mother was stunned.

She was terrified how she was going to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital

and saw the dead child,

he looked at his wife and uttered just five words. 

What were the five words ? 

 The husband just said 'I am with you Darling' .

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior.

The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life.

There is no point in finding fault with the mother.

Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away,

this would not have happened.

No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child.

What she needed at that moment was consolation

and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective,

there would be much fewer problems in the world.

'A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.'

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears.

And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think. 

This story is really worth reading.

Sometimes we spend time in asking

who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship,

in a job or with the people we know.

By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

Have a blessed day.

-taken from original article-

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I think this email worth to share with my fellow friends,

I found it quite true.

In our life, when things happened, we try to blame other to cover 

our own guilty. Yet, we din judge with rational thinking.

Maybe from now on, we should try to put our feet into other's shoes,

feel how they feel, and make this world a better place,

with no hatred. Ish...i started make myself sound like old folk....

anyway, hope you enjoy your day after spend little time,

read my blog.

-Blank in my brain-

Some said, when you encounter bad incident,

there are no only one bad luck with come to you,

but lots.

Today, i should finish my redo-board,

yet, i didn't. In fact, i couldn't even think properly.

There are lots of bad news which i realized today.

Maybe they shouldn't tell me those news,

but i need to know what happened.

Why everything seem to be fine, turned to bad condition 

in a sudden?

He left, It left, She left....

I am a weak damn ass who always controlled by my god damn

feeling. 

I put every relationship at the first place in an order of priority,

I am very bad for say goodbye to other.

I scare of depart of those i care and even those who i not even know well,

but today, i had to face lots of depart.

i just hate that.

Maybe i really not suit for study this course,

for we needa control our feeling, and do watever we needa do to score or 

pass the course.

Not like any other course, we used most of our time for assignment,

no time for personal unnecessarily things.

No time for depression.

But it's my dream, i had to struggle for complete the course.

Tonight, after those bad news, some might change my life,

i can't do wat i suppose to do.

god damn me. not surprise if i fail with those stupid ugly board submitted.

Maybe after tonight, after i feeling better, i should redo better board for lecturer.

tonight, i start miss you all with tears. I do. 

Hopefully, after a night, tomorrow, i'll found that

it's just a nightmare.

please don't give up of believe, i love you. 

Work this out for my sake, ok?

please....i begging you.

I put my faith on you, god.

-Tenji-

My parents came to meet us(my eldest sis and me) on 05/02/09,

When my parents first arrived my room,

as usual, 

they started to explore my room to search anything i need to renew/fix.

My dad brought me a simple nice cross, nailed it on my wall,

cause he said i'm alone in my room, i might scare sometimes o anything,

it can calm me. ya, indeed.

After rest a while in my room, we departed to my sister's hostel to pick her

and proceed to our destination, TENJI japanese buffet restaurant.

At the beginning, we planned to go to Shogun, another similiar restaurant,

My sis suggested us to give this restaurant a try.

Along the ride to there, i was kept on telling my sis tat if the restaurant not good,

i'll kill her(as i want to go to Shogun so much),

but when i reached there, the restaurant really took my breath away,

it's really charming.

With mist, the restaurant surrounded by great environment,

super duper romantic.

The design of the restaurant also nice and most important,

there are lots of food, with fresh seafood, various japanese food,

cakes and haagen dazs  ice-creams~~~~

omg.

the second day, we went to few shopping center, ikea,

for window shopping. nothing much we done tat day,

yet, i enjoyed very much.

After my parents back to ipoh, i started to miss them,

every little new changes in my room remind me of them.

a little cross, a new vacuum, new bed cover, new arrangement in my bathroom,

every simple changes remind me,

i have a great happy family.

thanks god, for granted me a simple happy life with them by my side. amen