-Death Metal:Marilyn Manson-

I started to listen to him since 2006, you and me and the devil makes 3,

when it's a good one, i can't get the mv, so if u interested, get it urself,

i kept this draft for days, andrew's blog take a look, it's nice remind me about this post,

hehe....so post it b4 i forget again.

Marilyn Manson (born as Brian Hugh Warner on January 5, 1969)

is the lead singer of the Fort Lauderdale, Florida, USA

based industrial group of the same name.

Warner chose the name, a

combination of Marilyn Monroe and Charles Manson,

to illustrate what he considered to be the extreme dualism

of late 20th century American culture.

The stage names of each band member

were originally created by combining

the first name of an iconic female sex symbol

and the last name of an iconic mass murderer or serial killer,

though this naming convention has not extended

to new band members after the mid-90s.

He one of the famous gender-lost artist.

lol...tat's y in his music videos, he sometimes act lik chick

-Insane Art-

ouch....this is obviously hurt so much, man,

i really don't understand why the western people suffer and torture themselves,

to fufill their satisfaction of being a outstanding man,

This is totally insane for you nailed your own head,

even placed thing in it....oh my gosh....

how they survived with all these stuff on their body?

don't they know many people struggled for a healthy body?

it's remind me about the burnt tattoo that i posted couple years ago.

Last time i thought burnt tattoo already consider crazy art for me,

it is even more over....stop hurting yourself, dudes....

If you really not scare of pain...go join the army la,

they alsolutely welcome all of you....

-New members of Lee's family-

 

Taa...daa...This is my new family member,Duffy,

It's a cute puppy, right?

My younger sister's boyfriend saw this little puppy by roadside,

hungry and trembling like a leaf,

He brought this puppy back without ask for my sister permission,

and planned to put it in my dad's house in kampar,

of course it's secret and can't let my dad know,

cause we are not sure whether he allow us to feed this puppy o not.

My sister called me and sent few of duffy's handsome pictures to me,

tried to persuade me to help her to pujuk my dad,

of course i fell in her trap, cause duffy is really cute.

One friday, the fourth day, we adopted it,

my dad suddenly came to her house...hm...i should said my dad house,

yea...then he saw the dog, and asked my sister to give it to other people,

as we edi have lucky, 

but it's too cute and hard for us to give it away to other,

we ignored dad's order.

After few days later, my dad came to kampar again,

at last, agree to allow us have this little dog in our house.

So, here he come, duffy to our family...

oh, btw, the little cross on its chest is really cool...

it's also one of the minor reason my parents let us keep it,

cause we are fresh christian...haha...superstition help duffy survive,

and joined our family.....

oh yea....actually i din saw it for real before....as i din go back hometown,

for almost month edi....i just saw its photos and videos only....

but i still think it's cute....

-Marley and Me-

Last few week, i watched a movie in cinema called "marley adn me"

it's a very heart touching movie.

Owen and jennifer are a fresh married couple,

like other ordinary american couples' plan,

after married, they got themselves a little house, car, etc,

to start their new life, after get all these things done,

jennifer wants a baby while owen not yet prepare for it.

Therefore, owen bring jennifer to adopt one puppy in order to make her

forget about the baby at that moment.

The puppy, Marley turned into a huge troublesome dog,

it  witness all the changes in the family,

besides of troubles, it left sweet memories for owen and jennifer,

It's actually a true story and book published years ago.

I miss my family and cute dog lucky very much after watch this movie,

it emphasize family relatioship very well,

therefore if you have little free time,

spend a little two hours,

watched this movie,

believe me,

it worth it!

-THE TALE OF DESPEREAUX-

What's next movie that should watch in cinema? Hehe....THE TALE OF DESPEREAUX...a cute cartoon again. I think it will be comedic and touching movie, though. I always can't help falling in love with this kind of cute cartoon. maybe in my life, i need to find relief from reality life.

-Thank you, god-

Just wanna give thanks to you,

thanks for try hard to answer my prayer last night,

although now, the problems not solve yet,

but i believe, you giving us chance to figure it out,

and settle it together.

thanks, lord. amen

-Do you understand?-

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage..

They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes.

When the boy was around two years old,

one morning

the husband saw a medicine bottle open.

He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle

and keep it in the cupboard.

His wife, preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter. 

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle

fascinated by its color and drank it all.

It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages.

When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital.

He died. The mother was stunned.

She was terrified how she was going to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital

and saw the dead child,

he looked at his wife and uttered just five words. 

What were the five words ? 

 The husband just said 'I am with you Darling' .

The husband's totally unexpected reaction is a proactive behavior.

The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life.

There is no point in finding fault with the mother.

Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away,

this would not have happened.

No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child.

What she needed at that moment was consolation

and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her.

If everyone can look at life with this kind of perspective,

there would be much fewer problems in the world.

'A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.'

Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears.

And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think. 

This story is really worth reading.

Sometimes we spend time in asking

who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship,

in a job or with the people we know.

By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

Have a blessed day.

-taken from original article-

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I think this email worth to share with my fellow friends,

I found it quite true.

In our life, when things happened, we try to blame other to cover 

our own guilty. Yet, we din judge with rational thinking.

Maybe from now on, we should try to put our feet into other's shoes,

feel how they feel, and make this world a better place,

with no hatred. Ish...i started make myself sound like old folk....

anyway, hope you enjoy your day after spend little time,

read my blog.

-Blank in my brain-

Some said, when you encounter bad incident,

there are no only one bad luck with come to you,

but lots.

Today, i should finish my redo-board,

yet, i didn't. In fact, i couldn't even think properly.

There are lots of bad news which i realized today.

Maybe they shouldn't tell me those news,

but i need to know what happened.

Why everything seem to be fine, turned to bad condition 

in a sudden?

He left, It left, She left....

I am a weak damn ass who always controlled by my god damn

feeling. 

I put every relationship at the first place in an order of priority,

I am very bad for say goodbye to other.

I scare of depart of those i care and even those who i not even know well,

but today, i had to face lots of depart.

i just hate that.

Maybe i really not suit for study this course,

for we needa control our feeling, and do watever we needa do to score or 

pass the course.

Not like any other course, we used most of our time for assignment,

no time for personal unnecessarily things.

No time for depression.

But it's my dream, i had to struggle for complete the course.

Tonight, after those bad news, some might change my life,

i can't do wat i suppose to do.

god damn me. not surprise if i fail with those stupid ugly board submitted.

Maybe after tonight, after i feeling better, i should redo better board for lecturer.

tonight, i start miss you all with tears. I do. 

Hopefully, after a night, tomorrow, i'll found that

it's just a nightmare.

please don't give up of believe, i love you. 

Work this out for my sake, ok?

please....i begging you.

I put my faith on you, god.

-Tenji-

My parents came to meet us(my eldest sis and me) on 05/02/09,

When my parents first arrived my room,

as usual, 

they started to explore my room to search anything i need to renew/fix.

My dad brought me a simple nice cross, nailed it on my wall,

cause he said i'm alone in my room, i might scare sometimes o anything,

it can calm me. ya, indeed.

After rest a while in my room, we departed to my sister's hostel to pick her

and proceed to our destination, TENJI japanese buffet restaurant.

At the beginning, we planned to go to Shogun, another similiar restaurant,

My sis suggested us to give this restaurant a try.

Along the ride to there, i was kept on telling my sis tat if the restaurant not good,

i'll kill her(as i want to go to Shogun so much),

but when i reached there, the restaurant really took my breath away,

it's really charming.

With mist, the restaurant surrounded by great environment,

super duper romantic.

The design of the restaurant also nice and most important,

there are lots of food, with fresh seafood, various japanese food,

cakes and haagen dazs  ice-creams~~~~

omg.

the second day, we went to few shopping center, ikea,

for window shopping. nothing much we done tat day,

yet, i enjoyed very much.

After my parents back to ipoh, i started to miss them,

every little new changes in my room remind me of them.

a little cross, a new vacuum, new bed cover, new arrangement in my bathroom,

every simple changes remind me,

i have a great happy family.

thanks god, for granted me a simple happy life with them by my side. amen

-简单的感动（背你上楼的男人）-

 背你上楼的男人
 

她是城市的白领,他是城市的扛包工人.

高中毕业后,两个人划着完全不同的青春轨迹.

可是,他们依然保持着恋人的关系.仅仅是保持着.

 

白天,她在公司里喝正宗的雀巢咖啡,

下班后,她吃他买来的廉价的冰棍;

中午,她品味着公司里精致的饭菜,

晚上,他带她去脏兮兮的饭馆吃并不正宗的兰州拉面.

她认为,自己的生活太不协调.

这样的恋情,从开始的那一天, 便仿佛注定了某一种结局.

 

他每天去接她,然后送到她所居住的白领公寓的电梯口,

道一声晚安,匆匆离去.那天她突然想撒娇,她说背我上去吧!

他看了看电梯,电梯运转良好, 然后他回头,说,好. 他没问理由.

他背着她,从一楼开始,慢慢向上爬.爬到一半他累了,

他说休息一下好不好,她突然来了兴致,娇嗔着说不行.

他就真的没有休息,一直爬到她的寓所所在的13楼.

她问他累不累,他说累,比扛包累.

她知道他说的是真的, 她有了一丝感动.

但他们还是分手了.因为有时候,仅有感动,并不能够将爱情维持.

爱情的本身, 除了感动,好象还有太多的琐碎.

城市里并不缺少一个扛包工人,所以他回到乡下.

 

他偶尔会给她打电话,告诉她他现在种着大棚,挣了一些钱.

她听着,淡淡的.那时她已经有了新的男友,

门当户对的,可以充门面,协调生活的那种.

然后某一天,他有一次打来电话,说他攒够了五千元钱,

这些钱可以在乡下娶老婆了.

她发现,突然间,自己的眼角,竟然有些湿润.
 

她新交的男友也是每天接她下班,送她至电梯,

很绅士地道一声晚安,然后离去某一天她说,

背我上去吧.男友说,行.

那时电梯停在一楼,男友背起她,飞快地冲进电梯.

她伏在男友的背上,与电梯一起爬升,心却在飞快地下沉.

 

男友嘿嘿笑着,好象对自己这个带着幽默的小伎俩很是满意.

那一天,她没有接受男友照例的吻别.

她给他打电话,她问他那五千块钱花出去了吗?

然后她便发现自己泪流满面.他说花出去了。

她扔掉了电话, 那一刻, 她觉得自己正在失去整个世界.

几天后她在电梯门口看到他,他的手里拿着一枚戒指,很高档.

他把戒指扬了扬,说,五千块.她乐了.

然后她开始哭泣,哭得一塌糊涂.

她说背我上去?他说好.然后他背着她,一步步爬着楼梯.

途中他累了,他说这次让不让休息, 她说,不行不行.

他就沉默着,一直爬到了13层.

这时她想,如果一个男人,肯背着一个女人爬最漫长的楼梯,

甚至可以不问理由,

那么,这个女人,还有什么理由拒绝他呢?

她给了他一个长久热烈的吻.

-----摘于原文----

感动真的能战胜现实的残酷吗？

我真的很好奇，

说真的，

这只不过是一个美好的故事，

现实中这种事是鲜少发生的，

男生真的能够接受女生的收入比他们多吗？

我想应该是不能吧！

现下的恋爱越来越被多种因素而影响，

如果不相称的两个人在一起，

即使是相爱，

也无法避免为这些事而产生摩擦，

但如果真的真的很爱对方，

我相信每一次的摩擦将会是考验，

通过考验的他们，

必定能为这个“门当户对”的想法，

带来奇迹。