-Fade Away-

There is a full stop for it.

Ya, i should stop right now.

Since there seem no one will could ever understand.

I hope there will be a comma for it.

No, i should wake up right now.

From the "happily ever after" as there looks no stock for me.

You keep put question mark on it.

Then, i can't see what happened to it.

Cause you never leave a word for me.

They have excalmatory mark from it.

No sacrifice can be taken from you.

As you never plan to give.

How i hope there is a bracket for me.

So, i can hide you in the middle of it.

For no one can seize on it.

i know the star no belong to me,

as it high above the sky,

many kids could see it.

i become more afraid,

as i found what is it.

i tried to prove it ,

but you seem wont appreciate it

since you never want it,

i promise i'll never give it.

memories are what gonna

slowly fade away.

as you like it.

-Grey Day-

My Day was little grey today.

Sun still appeared, moon still showed up,

but my mood was little grey today.

I was confusing, lost in the middle of nowhere,

I always want my friends happy,

cause their unhappiness can make me down.

Well, but i know this is non of my business.

But, still can't control my stupid mind.

My Day was little grey today.

Rain didn't fall, storm didn't come,

yet my mood was little grey today.

I was tired, failed to fulfill my target,

cause my friends still not happy.

No matter how i tried,

there was an invisible wall block within us.

Yet, i never give up to cheer them up.

Don't know why i so brave,

dare to write this out,

while people might think i was a faker/pretender

as i sound like i'm concerning.

I'm not concerning. At least not to everyone,

just to them who i think are my sincere friends.

Haihz....

Tired of Guess,

Tired of Worry accidently offend other,

Tired of my "busy body" character,

Maybe i should say Goodbye to Myself,

For a cool and care-free reborn.

-Still I Believe-

I can see the leaves falling

People on the streets are smiling

The Days were so close to me

I can feel my tears falling

dropping on your face, and i whispered:

"Can you feel my kiss?"

We had a lot of happy days,

but faded away,

You are in the safety place,

Don't be afraid,

Oh God,

Tell me "It's just a joke" and "He will come back"

You have got everything you want

Please let him go.

And i still believe,

That's a way for us,

And i don't wanna leave,

Whenever you wake up, i'll be there.

and i still believe,

You will stay and you will live,

open your eyes,

Please wake up for me.

Still, i believe you can wake up for me.

-song of my netfriend, shara.-

(she created almost 20 something songs, everyone nice, this is first try on english song)

-My own Values?-

Tonight,

I chat with one of my friend,

from oversea,

Whom i saw once in wedding party,

But edi can chat like family.

He talked about a topic,

and i forget how it link to the next topic.

But,

he did teach me a very good lesson.

Don't know why,

He able to see the inner me,

whom live inside me,

for a long time,

yet i never meet.

He told me that i always hide myself,

the very weak one.

I looked strong,

but i was not.

I easy to trust,

and this make me easy to get hurt.

cause not everyone is who they are

as i thought.

Not everyone is that pure

as i thought.

His words remind me about what my parents

told me in last holidays.

It brought tears to me,

as how my parents did.

They tried to tell me the truth,

which i kept ignoring.

Ya,

they are right.

i should change,

for a better future.

Telling other about my feels

since the hardest words for me.

but not sorry.

yet, i could do that,

when i feel the sincere heart.

He told me to find my own values,

stopped changed and hide myself.

but, where is my own values?

Maybe there are inside me,

but no one show me those,

except my family.

Well,

maybe i can't find those that soon,

but,

i'll

As what i promise him.

p/s:

Hrm.....pls don't think i like that 'him', i din, k?

well,

he really just my good friend.

Hak, he sure won't blame me for saying these,

right?

aiya, i have to say this,

if not other mistake,

brob.

Wow, u r right!

i feel good for let those feelings out of my heart.

really good to let tell what i feel.

Gosh, i was thinking should i set my blog to be private.

but, i promise u edi.

SO, I"LL BE HONEST TO MYSELF

never hide,

but for sure not explose to everyone la.

At least i choose,

those really treat me well.

i promise!!

u see, i post these kind of things

on blog which i never did,

mean i improve edi,

right?

so....

can i get my be-lated christmas present?

mail to me la!!

- Messy Mind-

I hate those feelings....

But can't let them go,

I don't even know myself anymore.

As those things made me blur.

I really think i losing myself.

That very simple one.

Is the flow changed me,

Or i changed myself for the flow?

I never thought of this will happened

but, it did happened.

I always in dream last time,

That very simple one,

now i realized and woke up from that paradise.

No, that's not a paradise,

Just a little dream wonderland.

Ya, I'm lost,

got beat down by myself.

Died in reality,

though i never know how it happened.

Last time,

i get lost in mist.

but, now i walked out from dark,

to the light,

with the brand new start.

This time,

nothing could change the very simple me,

or i would changed for anyone,

I'll appreciate myself more

this is what i promise him!

p/s: thanks jonathan, for wake me up.

-Glass Undersea restaurant-

My friend, Jasmynn send me this email today.

I think it was good.

so, just post this pictures to share.

-Tattoo? Try this is you dare!-

Days ago, i went to 'yam cha' with my friends.

We talked about tattoo.

I saw some weird tattoo before on one unknown website.

Today, i just got one email from my friend from australia.

As what you saw above,

those were what the email about.

When i saw all those pictures,

i was like.....

"wat the **"

Shit, they can't feel the pain?

but, yet,

some tattoo really beautiful.

They called it, skin-burned tattoo.

Well, if u can take all those pain,

It's a nice try to have.

At least, i haven see any malaysian dare to do so.

Maybe because we dun hv this kind of tattoo,

or we also scare?

-Sweeney Todd, again-

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-Tagged-

I got tagged by michelle

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RULES

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.

2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).

3. Pick your month of birth (see below).

4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.

5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs

and leaving a comment for them.

6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

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i was borned on 27th of may....

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. (quite accurate)

Strong-willed and highly motivated. (is it?lol)
Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. (yayaya....)

Attracts others and loves attention. (i dun think so)

Deep feelings. (Fully agreed)
Beautiful physically and mentally. (swt.....)

Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. (sometimes, i might..)
Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). (if it's true...happy)

Loves to dream. (YA!!!)
Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. (hm....dunno)

Sickness usually in the ear and neck. (quite...)
Good imagination. Good physical. (maybe in some aspects)

Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. (exactly right!!)
Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. (oh ya....it's ...true)

Not having many children. (but i like children)
Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift (hope so)

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THE MONTHLY FLAVORS, WHICH ARE YOU?

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JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious.

Loves to teach and be taught.

Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.

Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized.

Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy.

Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive.

Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.

Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.

Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.

Very stubborn and money cautious

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FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever.

Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.

Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom.

Rebellious when restricted.

Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily

but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things.

Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn.

Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure.

Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.

Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions

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MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved.

Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity.

Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy.

Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.

Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling.

Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors.

Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody

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APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret.

Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention.

Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless.

Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.

Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others.

Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see

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MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated.

Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.

Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation.

Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream.

Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.

Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts.

Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.

Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift

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.JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.

Polite and soft-spoken.

Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.

Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.

Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.

Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character.

Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.

Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.

Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn

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JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.

Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.

Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly.

Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt.

Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.

Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.

Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.

Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy.

Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking.

No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone.

Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet.

Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends.

Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems.

Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover

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AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.

Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic.

Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit.

Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious.

Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream.

Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty.

Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty.

Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends

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SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized.

Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well.

Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.

Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory.

Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information.

Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding.

Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic

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OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them.

Loves to take things at the center.

Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often.

Treats friends importantly.

Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily.

Daydreamer. Opinionated.

Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance.

Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous.

Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced.

Easily loses confidence. Loves children

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.NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward.

Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking.

Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality.

Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking.

Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient.

Stubborn and hard-hearted.

If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up.

Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.

Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others.

Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself.

Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions.

Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy.

Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable

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DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions.

Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations.

Fun to be with. Loves to socialize.

Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved.

Honest and trustworthy.

Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic.

Take high pride in oneself.

Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

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I found this movie in when i went to pavilion with my friend.

It is for sure a good movie and worth to watch in cinema.

It's played by johnny depp.

One of my favourite actor.

This is a movie that i wait for days.

When i saw the poster at pavilion's GSC

I promise myself to watch this.

so, i called my friends to watch.

but, the movie is not on show yet,

though the poster display the date 3rd of january.

Johnny Depp have a refreshing try here

as he will sing quite often in the movie.

The plot of the movie....i think i better let u watch the trailer urself.

you for sure will love it.